The colours dance around the room as they usually do when I’m exhausted. The oranges become purples, the greens become pinks, and so on and so forth. It is a nice pastime of mine taht makes me feel somewhat alive and somewhat dead. I don’t know what the colours mean, but I prefer to use it as inspiration. I imagine the music that moves and glides the same way the pictures of colours do. It’s the only chance I have to be a musician, rather than my usual dishpig job. My dream would be to do something full-time with writing and producing music, but most people are under the impression that almost no one makes it as an artist. I still hold out hope, though.

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