The Main Character

Dear Diary,

I haven’t used a diary in years, and I feel foolish addressing my diary with my emotions. I don’t know where else to turn to for my creative frustrations. I am struggling to get the creative juices flowing, and when they do, I’m too exhausted to act on it. 

It’s a brutal cycle. I bought a journal just to try to achieve the creativity I want to. The holiday season will be over soon, and so will the busyness of work demands. 

I’ll be able to manage everything better once late-night trading halts. 

Stupid creative block. Stupid diary idea. 

I’m not doing this again.